Tuesday, May 31, 2011

The Missed Life




It's been 4 1/2 years since the time we had to bury our sweet Angel baby Naomi Ruth Tennant. It's funny how I still miss her so much. I know I will see her again and in the next life I will have the chance to raise her, but sometimes I morn for the simple fact that I will not be raising her here with her other siblings. How much I wish I could see her grow along side Kirsten, Christopher and Angela. I image how close she would have been to Kirsten. They would have been 19 month apart in age. What best friends they would have been. I know my limited understanding makes it hard for me to understand how this loss will be made up to me. For the most part I am fine without knowing. I am happy with the simple process of watching my other 3 kids grow. That doesn't take away the the longing for how much I wish I could have seen Naomi grow along side them. I'm sure God will make it right again. I will go on missing her until then.

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